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[Oct. 2nd, 2004|11:57 pm] |
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I cant believe I miss him so much |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2004|11:14 pm] |
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| | Over and Over-Nelly (me n mikes song!) | ] |
Lifes been pretty good lately, my friends and one other special person are keeping me up and all good. If I ever mistreated u guys (which i know i have) im really sorry and I hope you all forgive me, cuz I never wanna lose you guys and when I treat you like shit I know its possible at any time. But then I realize that I know I found true friends cuz u guys are always there for me again no matter how badly i screw up. I love all of you, and I dont know where I would be without you. Yeah theres a ton of drama but that happens sometimes and we eventually get over it so thats a plus too!
Isnt it weird how someone tells you that they will change for you and they do when your together, but then they change back as soon as your over. And not only do they change back to who they were they change back to someone twice as bad. Its pathetic, Im not saying Ive never done it cuz I might have but seriously, if you "love" someone like you say u do then i think ud stick with what u said no matter what. I guess things just change to easily around here and then you get screwed over by the people who just like to talk out of their ass.
Anyways, next week is homecoming its in exactly 7 days and I still need to go for a special shopping trip and get my nails done and order the flower. Hopefully this week will be fun since its all preparing us and stuff but I guess we'll find out. No more tests hopefully!!
I should prolly go cuz I gotta go think about stuff, ttyl. |
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[Sep. 26th, 2004|10:20 pm] |
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Haha oops its been kinda long...since i wrote an entry just for jordan. My weekend was...alright lol. Friday I went out with Laura Bobby and Ryan and that was pretty fun, specially in the park. Laura Im sorry for burning you, I offered to have a matching one! After Laura went home, me and Bobby stayed on my driveway until like midnight n just had a nice heart to heart talk and stuff, it was pretty nice.
BEFORE I GO INTO SATURDAY GUESS WHAT!?!?!? I FINALLY GOT MY LISENCE BACK! LONGEST MONTH OF MY LIFE!!
lol anyways. Saturday I had to be up at 8 n go get steph from her house by 9 so she could come with me and my mom and grandma to look at new houses. We got back pretty early so we went to taco bell lmao, Im done with drivethroughs! My money flew out of the window and steph had to get out of the car and chase after it...haha amazing. Then we came back and had a formal taco lunch in the dining room lol and had some good times in there. Went to her house and i saw her dress (its gorgeous) and then went to the mall to see if I could find one of the dresses i have in the same size to see if it fit better...long story dont ask. I had to bail on her and jason cuz I had to be at work at 5 which ended up being really busy. Long night of work and I had to close so I didnt get home till almost 11. I worked my ass off and was in dire need of a hot tub so i chillaxed in there for a while. ugh it felt soo good!
Today I had to be up at 7:45 cuz mike came out n we went to breakfast and then I had to work at 11 so we had to start early. lol. I got off at 4 so I came home and finished my homework and then we went out again. It was sooo much fun! haha I gave him a neck job lmao...dont ask, i dont feel like explaining but it was funny enough to write it. haha I havent laughed that hard in a while...hm. Oh well! Ah...amazing night. Anyways, time to finish listening to some music n then i gotta crash. Night! :) |
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| Just for Jordan |
[Sep. 20th, 2004|05:19 pm] |
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I know I havent written in a while, and Jordan brought it to my attention and said he was sad so this entry is just for him. I hope your happy babe :) Talkin on the phone on saturday was great, too bad u fell asleep, bitch! haha thats alright i still luv ya. And yes your birthday is March 7th, I wont forget this time haha. And my promise still applies.
Well thats my entry cuz idk what else to say darlin! lol...
p.s. you put me over board lmao :) dont ask |
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[Sep. 9th, 2004|04:27 pm] |
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| | confessiosn part II | ] |
Its kind of been a while since I last updated cuz Ive been so busy. I guess I should probably update my life because I was told that someones "obsessed" with me and wants to know whats going on. So I figured why not, its not like anything is ever kept secret or anything anyways.
Ive been crammed with school, its been the same thing since August 25th. School, homework, eat, homework, sleep and then school again. I never get a change to have a "relaxer" cuz Ive been so busy. Maybe occasionally I do but oh well I dont need it anyways. The weekends, Ive KINDA got time to do whatever up untli 5 on saturdays cuz of work. Im not complaining about that though cuz I always have a ton of fun.Then sundays I work again (well spose to) and then back to homework and the dreadful week schedule.
Im still walking away and Im still waiting for you to come running after me but I doubt you will. This happened too many times that I almost think you were trying to find any reason at all to get out of it all together. I can still see through you, wow.
Tomorrow I have a football game that I gotta go to n then going out with a ton of people afterwards just like the good old days. Wow I miss those days, the easy and fun days. Homework isnt too bad today so I have some time to update and then I gotta start but at least its a little break.
So yeah my life isnt too exciting right now but Ive left a lot of it out. Its my life no one elses sorry. If I feel like telling you my life then I will, that is of course if I can trust that you'll keep it to yourself. But anyways, heres your entry you now know your information. But I gotta go now time for my daily ritual. Call or something if you want to talk. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2004|12:11 am] |
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Ah, the feeling I get when I think about him makes me smile out of no where. I look like a crazy person, just walkin around by myself and all of the sudden my pearly whites are showing and people are lookin at me like im nuts. Oh well I love the feeling. My head is so high up in the clouds, I can see the entire world from here and its amazing. I love him! Ah! The songs, the kisses, the promises, the hugs, the cuddling, the laughing, the talking, the smiling, and the staring get me every time. The only thing I really hate is how you feel like you messed up but your told you didnt. No matter what the person says you still feel guilty. So, Im sorry hun Im gonna make it up to you and until then I will feel like shit. I love ya! |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2004|11:48 pm] |
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SIMPLE QUESTIONS:
1.fullname: Carolyn Marie Burke
2. Nickname: Carebear, Hoesomething, care, car, c-lyn, c
3. Eyes: every color
4. Height: 5'6"
5. Hair: long, brown hair, blonde highlights some natural some not
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? yes
8. What you eating now? nothing
9. Birthday: May 28, 1988
12. Sex?: female
13. Righty or lefty:righty
14. What do you want in a relationship most? happiness, love
17. Do you have a car? yeah
18. What kind of car do you have/want? i have an infiniti or an expedition, but i want an eclipse, mustang, celica, or grand prix
FAVORITE...
19. Movie: Miss Congeiniality, The Notebook, Thirteen
21. Slow song: these are the moments by edwin mccain
22. TV shows: O.C., One Tree Hill, Summerland
23. Actor: chad mcmurray
24.Actress: sandra bullock
25. Food: pasta, pizza
26. Number: 3
27. Cartoon: arthur
29. Color: purple
30. Do you plan on having children: yes
31. Do you want to get married: yes
32. How old do you want to be when you have your first child? 25
33. How old do you want to be when your married: 23
36. Do you have a b/f or g/f: yeah
38. Music/TV: both, but mostly music
39. Guys/Girls: guys
40. Green/blue: blue
41. Pink/Purple: purple
42. Summer/Winter: both
43.Night or Day: both
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: both
45. Dopey/Funny: funny
46. Weird saying I have?: idk
47. What school do you go to? Conant
48. What is your fave pizza topping?: green peppers and black olives
49. What's a major turn on for you?: come find out
50. are you a virgin? personal
52. Which 7 people do you trust and are open with the most? funny how u think one thing but the truth comes slapping u across the face later on isnt it
53. What do you think of soul mates? over-rated
54. Is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf?: nothings wrong with flirting, its harmless
55. What was the last thing you cried over? im cryin now
56. What's something about guys/girls you don't get? both can hurt u the same amount
59. What's an object you can't live without? friends
60. love or lust: love
62. diamonds or pearls? diamonds
63. have you ever gone skinny dipping?: yeah
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: when its storming outside and its really loud and scary
68. What song r u listening to rite now? living in your letters by dashboard confessionals
69. What are the last four digits of your phone number? which one...0743 or 0633 or 0528
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? somewhere thats unforgettable
76.Do you wear contacts or glasses? nope
77. What's the best advice given to you? live my life like it was my last day (thanks steve)
79. What are your future goals? family, husband, job, house, car, happiness
80. Worst sickness you ever had? mono or pneumonia
81. Favorite time of the year? whenever schools not in session
82. On the phone or in person? both are nice
83. Hugs or Kisses? both
84. What song seems to reflect you the most? name by goo goo dolls
85.If you died tomorrow who would you leave your belongings to? the poor
86.Do you have any enemies?: no
87. What is your greatest fear? losing everyone i love
88. Would you rather be-rich or famous? rich
89. What time is it: late
90. Have you ever been in love: yeah
92. If E.T. knocked on your door now holding up a peace sign asking to use your phone what would u do? tell him he was very good in the movie
97. Are you an alcoholic? no but i like to drink, is it a crime? |
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[Aug. 29th, 2004|07:48 pm] |
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Its so weird how something that breaks ur heart happens but then this one person seems to make it all better. You live your life really happy for the most part but theres always something that reminds you of your past love and all of that hurt just comes back.
I cant go one day without hearing his name even if its not the same person. I cant go one day without thinking about him for just a split second. I cant got one day without seeing something that reminds me of him or something that me and him did. Im tired of feeling like this I want all of the memories to go away but I want them to stay. No matter what I do I cant get them away from me and its killing me all over again.
I want someone to treat me like I was treated where I knew by the look in his eyes that he loved me, and when he held me I felt protected. Ah! When will this go away!? |
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[Aug. 26th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
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School started and its back to waking up at 6:45 for an 8:15 class. Stress like no other, and boredom for 6 hours. Whatever though not much you can do but get through the classes and the day one by one. As long as I get good grades Im not gonna do anymore bitching. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
Fill this out about me
**BUT FIRST**
Send a blank copy to all of your friends (including me) so they can fill it out about you!
-YES or NO-
kind?
quiet?
loud?
shy?
weird?
selfish?
ghetto?
crazy?
nice?
mean?
immature?
rude?
cool?
brat?
stupid?
caring?
mature?
a friend?
more than a friend?
talkative?
boring?
beautiful?
creative?
smart?
a flirt?
slutty?
a psycho?
athletic?
confusing?
sweet?
mood swings?
annoying?
funny?
hyper?
laid back?
perfect?
**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**
1. What is my phone #?:
2. Do u think I'll get married?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Who is my best friend?:
5. Where did we meet?:
6. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
7. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?
8. Describe me in 3-5 words:
9. Do u think I'm a virgin?:
10. If u could tell me one last thing what would it be?:
11. If u could ask me anything..what would it be?:
**PERSONAL (OPPOSITE SEX ONLY)**
1. I am the________ person u know.
2. Would u like to kiss me?:
3. Do you want to be my bf/gf ?:
4a) Do u ever think about me off-line?:
(b) On a scale of 1-10 (10 being high), how much do
you think of me each day?:
5. Would you ever ask me out?:
6. (a) Have you ever had a crush on me?:
(b) Do you still?:
7. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my body?
8. On a scale of 1-10, what would you rate my personality?
9. Pyhsically, what's my best feature?
10. Mentally, what's my best feature?
**EVERYBODY**
Do u wish we were closer?:
State here your completely honest opinion of me. |
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| tuesday |
[Aug. 18th, 2004|01:23 am] |
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Things have been kinda crazy lately I guess u can say. School starts exactly a week from today and that just sucks. Ive been being stalked basically and I cant get away no matter what i say or dont say. Im staying up later and later every night and getting barely any sleep so im not gonna be ready for school but oh well. I gotta live with it haha. Im just gonna live the rest of my summer with non stop out of control fun so I have something to remember. But yeah...Im gonna go to bed, Ive got a lot of thinking to do. Night! |
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[Aug. 14th, 2004|01:08 pm] |
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| | Pieces-Ashlee Simpson | ] |
I havent updated in a while cuz I just really havent felt like it. I started my new job and its been going pretty well so far. Ive gotta work tomorrow at like 3 until who knows when. Ive been spending time with my friends and just going out to enjoy the last week of my summer. I want to do something that I or none of my friends can forget but Idk what. This whole summer has lead me to realize who my real and true friends are, the ones who are gonna stay with me for my entire life and never leave me behind. The summer wasnt all that great, I guess some of it was but it wasnt like usual summers. I spent the night with friends last night n didnt go to bed till like 4:30 or so...cept I crashed before she did on her office floor haha that was weird. N then I had a scare of puking but I got it all under control so it was all good. We had stringy chicken and steph was a human fountain lmao. Great times. I love ya steph lol. But yeah anyways, I just got home and I have to do some stuff and take a shower and clean and hook something up (steph u know what im talking about) so yeah im gonna head out. |
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[Aug. 8th, 2004|11:53 am] |
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This is something different and Im curious, soo...reply to all this.
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me? or did you ever have a crush on me?
5. have we kissed??? if no, Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When?s the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn?t?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. what is the biggest memory you have of me? |
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[Aug. 7th, 2004|12:14 pm] |
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Haha this is the funnies thing someones ever said to me!
UrMyLuckyCharm89: do u like goo goo dolls?
JhHsHuStLeR 2: no
JhHsHuStLeR 2: y?
UrMyLuckyCharm89: why dont u like em
JhHsHuStLeR 2: idk
JhHsHuStLeR 2: arent them the ones where its a person kinda and if u stab it then the ppl feel it or sumthin like that
UrMyLuckyCharm89: haha
UrMyLuckyCharm89: ur talking about voo doo
JhHsHuStLeR 2: oh
UrMyLuckyCharm89: goo goo dolls are a band
JhHsHuStLeR 2: lol
JhHsHuStLeR 2: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh
JhHsHuStLeR 2: lol
UrMyLuckyCharm89: haha ok |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2004|01:07 am] |
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Today was completely awesome. I woke up at around 10:30 and scored points with my parents for doing so, so the day started off well. Then I finally got dressed and Chris came down at 2 where we then went out and saw a movie and stuff. We drove to like every gas station in Elk Grove but he still didnt find what he was looking for. He didnt have much gas left so we went back to my house and played a game of pool. I was kicking his ass until I accidently put the 8 ball in but he let me cheat. (many times) haha. He left around like 7:20, 20 minutes late of course but hey its worth the extra 20 minutes! Then I made some easy mac for dinner but ended up throwing it out anyways so it was just a waste of 5 minutes. I went to Lauras and watched a movie with her and her sisters haha it was funny and a pretty good movie, Ive seen it before but it was great. I had to leave at 10 cuz of all of the parentals having to work in the morning and I had to work when I got home also. So I finished that work and now Im here talking to people online and on the phone and listening to music. But I just decided to go to bed...night! lol |
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[Jul. 31st, 2004|11:29 pm] |
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Just got back from being out with Laura all night. Last night was really fun and really worth going out there. I got home at around like 5 or so and then worked until 7:30 where I then went out with Laura. We drove over to streets and then got bored so left and i drove her to show this one house that i know of. We went back to streets or whatever and just hung out a little bit and had a pretty good time I guess. We recited the entire Baby Got Back song..in the right order, we have no idea haha. Then we went and raced down Martingale...haha i won! wooh! Then...we were going like...60 on a 45 right on martingale and a cop was shooting his radar, I was soo lucky I didnt get pulled over cuz me and laura both saw it at the same time. Then we finally decided to come back to my house and we ate like 6 freezie pops each and went crazy, and they were spiked haha. We were on the phone with Allen making fun of how he says different words and talking about a ton of stuff that is unusual. I had to drive her home and I couldnt see straight and everything was blurry haha (those freeze pops did a number on me). Now Im home and Im going to finish my work and then eventually go to bed. Night! |
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[Jul. 29th, 2004|06:49 pm] |
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Today was even more amazing then last time. Ugh! Im soo happy! Yeah I broke the rules for this to happen, but who cares I got away with it. Just like ive been getting away with almost everything lately lol. If u wanna know details, then either gimme a ring or an IM and ill decide if i really wanna tell you personally or not. Ahh! *Butterflies moving through me!* |
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[Jul. 29th, 2004|06:32 pm] |
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1.) What time is it? 6:32 PM
2.) What's the date? July 29, 2004
3.) Are you siked about filling out this survey? like you cant believe
~*~All About You~*~
4.) Full name: Carolyn Marie Burke
5.) If you could change your name, what would you change it to? idk..u pick
6.) Age:16 (only 20 days younger than laura)
7.) If you could be any other age, what age would you be? 18 to get away from the rules! lol
8.) Height:5'5 or 5'6"
9.)Would you want to meet the pope? Met him already
10.) Shoe Size: 8 1/2, 9
11.) Hair Color:brownish blondish
12.) Eye Color: all of em
13.) Where do you live? in my house with my parents in schaumburg
14.) Do you like where you live? most of the time
15.) Why/why not? all my best friends are all around me and most of my family
16.) What's one thing that makes you unique? unique...u mean weird?
17.) What are your best features? eyes and smile
18.) Worst features? tummy
~*~If Your Life Were a Movie...~*~
21.) What would it be called? My Movie
22.) Who would play you? Me!
23.) Who would play your leading man(woman?)? hm...Braden from Summerland yum!
24.) Who would play your archenemy? Ive got time to think about it
25.) Who would play your parents? eh, cool ones
26.) Any other characters?Well no not really
27.) What would it be rated? pg-13
28.) What kind of movie would it be? put a little bit of all of it into one
~*~Favorite...~*~
29.) Hangouts: my room, streets, peoples houses, clubs..the real streets lol
30.) Websites:anything that can amuse me
31.) Movies: The Notebook, Ms. Congeniality, Cinderella story lol
32.) Songs:LALA and All the way down
33.) Sports: volleyball, tennis, soccer
34.) Sports Teams: Cubs, Wolves
35.) Fashion Designers/Brands: whatever looks good
36.) Stores: mall
~*~LEAST Favorite...~*~
37.) Bands/Groups:Nsync
38.) Songs:Barbie Girl and some overplayed stuff on the radio
39.) TV Shows: cartoons
40.) Movies: on the line
41.) Sports Teams:GreenBay Packers, Bulls
42.) Foods:hmmm...anchovies
~*~Family~*~
43.) Siblings: brother...doesnt act like his age
44.) Parents:Mom and Dad
45.) Are your parent?s divorced/married/re-married/in rehab? Married
46.) Do you like your family?most of the time
47.) Why/why not? we get along...and we're weird
48.) What's the best things about your dad? he's got a great personality and i got it!
49.) The worst? gets mad easily
50.) What's the best things about your mom? she lets me do a lot...at least lately
51.) The worst? she over-reacts about stuff
~*~Do you...~*~
52.) Like your appearance? most of the time
53.) Like your personality? yea
54.) Think you're funny?yea
55.) Have a lot of friends? i think so
56.) Usually go out on Friday nights? havent missed one
57.) believe in aliens? nope
58.) Believe in love at first sight?yes
59.) Believe in astrology? yes
60.) Have a boy/girl friend?Crush? yes
~*~Friends~*~
61.) About how many friends do you have? more than you
62.) Who's your best friend(s)? Laura, Cassie, Steph, Alyssa
63.) Who can make you smile, no matter what mood you are in? Chris
64.) Which person do you PRETEND to be friends with but secretly hate? pfft!
65.) Do any of your friends just piss you off? dont all friends?
66.) Do you get sick of your friends easily? hell no
67.) Which friend do you secretly LOVE? hm..if i told ya id have to kill u, even though its no secret
68.) If you could have 5 friends stranded on an island with you, whom would you pick? Steph, Laura, Cassie, Alyssa, Chris
69.) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you are comfortable enough with to talk about almost anything? Allen and Chris
~*~Love~*~
70.) Are you in love? yes
71.) If not, have you ever been in love?yes
72.) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? i do whatever the fuck i wanna
73.) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? haha yeah!
74.) Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? yep
75.) What's more important, love or sex? love |
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[Jul. 28th, 2004|10:36 pm] |
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Today was pretty good...chris woke me up at like 11:15, right when he was spose to.:) Then I got ready and then later went out to lunch with Laura, Monica, and Lisa for lunch to the olive garden. Haha good times. The waitress was a complete ditz and then the hostess guy said "thank you coming ladies, have a good day" right as laura was saying that no one was saying goodbye so we all started laughing. Kinda rude, but very funny lol. Then I went with Bobby and Steph to Alyx's grandpas wake...everyone seemed to be doing pretty well but I know tomorrows gonna be harder. Then I got home and had dinner and played cinderella again. lol. Then I went minerature golfing with laura and her sisters again. Haha...the guys looking at us haha wow! and "Blown a beef" haha wow. amazing. We drove around for a while and made asses out of ourselves of course while we were stopped at stop lights and stuff. We surprised kev and dave at their work n then hung out with them for a little while and then drove around a little more and then finally got home. Hmm..it was a pretty fun night, lots of excitement. I'll tell ya more but only if you ask. Now I have to go work a little while and prepare myself for tomorrow. Night! |
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[Jul. 27th, 2004|10:14 pm] |
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Well my headache went away but now is back which is typical. Tonight turned out alright I guess. I went out with Alyssa and Kev and Dave for a while...well...it wasnt spose to be like that. Me n Alyssa were gonna go see a movie while the rest of the guys went somewhere about in Streets but we decided we just didnt feel like seeing the movie. So we met up with Kev, Dave, Dan, and his cousin Scott (hes so quiet!). We sat for a while and talked and laughed and stuff and yeah. These two cars went by and guys screamed out the window, "fuck her, i did!" wow it was really weird. But then we got bored and went back to my house. Haha, fun times going back but scary. I pulled up to the light on Meacham and Higgins next to these guys and then two lanes over was Dan and his cousin and Dave. We all started reving our engines and sped off and started racing haha it was hilarious. Apparently, they let off on the gas cuz there was a cop there but there wasnt...not at all. I sped around em and cut off the guy that I didnt know and was going like 75 or something..haha that was awesome. I beat two race cars in my infiniti. I cant complain :) Then we all hung around at the park for a while and made asses out of ourselves and did bad stuff lol. Now Im home with a migraine, and I gotta actually go to bed tonight cuz Im going out with Laura and her sisters tomorrow and then to a wake. So Im gonna go for a while...night! |
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